Daily thoughts

I'm a girl,
that's for sure.

But will other people see me as one?
Will I pass as a girl?
Or will I be seen as a guy in girl's clothes?
Will the psychologist see the girl inside of me?
Will I ever be me?
Will I be discriminated?
Will I find a job?
Will I be killed?
Will my friends be harmed because of me?
How will my parents react?
How will I look like?
I will never be a normal girl!
Will the surgery be okay?
I will never bear a child!
Will the hormones work?
I want to give up!
Will I be accepted?
Will I die before I can be me?
Will my wide shoulders spoil my appearance?
What's about this ugly face?
Will there ever be a girl looking back from the mirror?
Will there be the right girl for me?
Will I be okay?

My daily thoughts